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>i lift for girls
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You posted this on uboachan too

How many sites do you plan on posting this on?

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My system stuff or w/e!

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I'm an asshole. I'm fucked up and I have fucked up and driven everyone whose ever put up with me away and I can't do this shit anymore.

I don't want to be this fucking elemental of rage anymore. It's been like this for a long, long, long fucking time. Before I met you guys or PH or anyone else.
I've junked my ass up on medication, I've seen people when I was younger, but it never helped and probably because I felt it and realized the shit I get mad about to them is embarrassing. The disconnect between reality and the internet is so vast I can only feel the sting when it's all over and everyone's left me.

I been crying for a while, a long while. I just am sorry all the time and I don't know what to do besides apologize because every time I try to reel it in I just fail all over again and it's you guys that suffer from that and you shouldn't have to clean up or put up with it.

I don't want to be this person anymore. This fucking blithering child and tantrum throwing fucker. I want to change. I want to change more than anything in the world. I don't want to be the way my dad is when he's drunk, while I'm sober, just because I have a keyboard and screen in front of me. I hate being angry and hot and a mess all the time.

I want to change. I do. I swear to god and anything else I do.

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Gahaha. Well... Shit man. I don't really know what to say.

What I can say for myself is that I'm a goddamn mess with a similar problem. Wanting bite people's heads off all the time, snapping about my own interests and shutting down others... Having the ever so nasty habit of treating every little thing sometimes as a competition, dragging things on when raging.

The self destructing afterwords and being a damn head-ache of a timebomb. Burning bridges for the sake of burning them, thinking silently to myself on the minor things to drop myself down and use it as an eexcuse to lash out at others.. Oooooh, how I have been there. And hell, I still am. I don't know how to get out of this sort of shit either, if anything, talking to some people, sharing interests... Try hitting me up. I've been busy with work, family divorce shit, but hell. I can help with this. Just talk to me man. Although, I admit further while I'm here. I don't do well talking to others. Taking the initiative for that... I'm awkward, so bear with me, and we can try something out together.

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I know I've purposely pissed you off in the past. I've even got crippling anxiety issues that make it hard for me to talk to others, but if you sincerely want to fix this, I will lend a hand.

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Alright, here goes nothing...

TC for the most part I can't say we've gotten along much, but we also haven't taken the time to actually get to know each other either. You seem like an alright guy most of the time, so I'm willing to remedy this if you're serious about trying to change.

Now I'm certainly no golden example of perfection either. In fact, I also am one hell of an asshole and know well of the disconnect you speak of. I feel it for a lot more than just the internet, in fact. I can barely bring myself to care about anyone I don't know personally, and well at that, and even then it takes a true effort to actually get me to care about another person.

But you seem to honestly want to change, and I will respect that and try to help. If all goes well, we'll both better each other from it.

But I don't know how to help you, and won't try. Instead, I offer to try to be a friend. A friend is better than help, and hopefully longer lasting. Hit me up on skype sometime, we'll shoot the shit and get to know each other. Who knows, we might even end up being fast friends. Just, you know, bear with me. I realize I'm probably pretty hard to get along with sometimes.

But either way, I'll try if you will.

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I guess I should do better than ask you "How" so I'll elaborate.

Who better to come to you with advice about self-destruction than I?
I'm angry all the time. Even when I'm happy. Anger is the driving force that keeps me going, it's what keeps me from being depressed. It motivates me, inspires me, fuels everything I do to the point of self-destruction.

I don't cut myself, but I have resorted to self-mutilation many times while angry. I don't have a win-all solution for you. I don't think anyone does. And I don't think anyone should be coddled. I've told Mari time and time again, that if I am too much of a hassle then she should just ban me and get it over with.

I follow a lot of George Carlin's ideology as if it were its own religion; people are stupid, they do stupid things, and I don't expect anything smart to come out of anyone. Especially not anyone who claims they're intelligent.

I've grown more and more pessimistic over the years to the point I don't give a flying fuck about most things. I try to show compassion when I can.
It's said that underneath every cynic is a disappointed idealist, and it's there. I want to be that idealist. I want to be a different person. I want to be a nice guy who doesn't have to run on anger.

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I'm hoping that you keep your word. Don't you dare put it off, don't just say it, you NEED TO DO IT. Promise yourself or else it will never work.

Welcome to the pit of loneliness when you shove those that bother to stay with you away. I couldn't talk to you at all and when I bothered, you just get upset at the little things I did.

Anyway, no one is perfect, there's far, far too many broken people in this world. No one wants to be alone and what keeps us out of that pit we call despair is those that bother to care for you. All we have are each other, trust is a brittle thing, one slip and it will break.

My suggestion to you is to think to yourself enough is enough, if you can't tell me anything, how am I going to help you? I don't care what anyone else says, stay away from alcohol, if you're using it to sub-side that depression and anger then you're just going to keep going to it. Be open with people, that's right, be open. Men are forced to hide their feelings to not look weak in front of others, "we the men who should hide our feelings" bullshit. Don't buy into that, you probably don't but I want to remind you we're human, YOU'RE human, we have feelings too.

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It's not just others you need, you need to help that little you inside that is afraid in the dark as well.

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You're probably better at this point, but I'll bite. It's an excuse to let off some of my own issues while attempting to help someone who's just as emotional as I am.

Just like you, I get pissed off a lot of things, paranoid about a lot of things, I'm so fucking jaded Chinese dragons are left in the dust and on top of that I have so much anxiety that most of what I want to do in life is put off repeatedly because I'm too scared. I was going to help you earlier because I was scared about being criticized for "not having enough problems to post in this thread to warrant helping someone I'm cool with", but fuck it. I can't let that bullshit stop me right now. It's a hard road to overcome TC, the shit just sticks with you and any help I give you only means as much as you're willing to help yourself along with it. Rant to me or something, so I can rant back and we can have our rant sessions about shit that makes us mad.

Sometimes letting off that anger to someone who will listen is a good thing. Anything else is practically the same as before: Don't push those who are willing to listen to you away and all that jazz. It's really hard to type this up with a stomach that's burning with anxiety and Cayenne Pepper and a boat full of thoughts that I want to let loose after what I just saw. Hit me up, better yet I'll hit YOU up.

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Since the last thread got nuked, here's a new one. I'll start with Kuro.

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I don't know enough about anime for this shit but my other home chans went to shit so I guess I'll hang out here

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They crash or something? Also welcome, but you likely won't find much around here unless you're a roleplayer, or hang around the irc.

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Invaded with autism, too ridiculous to even enjoy it anymore. Looking at the sticky the irc seems pretty complicated but I'll read it more thoroughly.

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Oh right... that thing is a tad bit outdated.
You could get something easy and simple like hexchat, or you could just click the link on the menu bar under RPchat.
That'll lead you to the IRC through a web based chat.
Then just do "/nick name" and if no one on that server took it, you're good to go.

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I think it's about time this thread got an update.

Serana can into waifu too~

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I like C.K's morbid jokes.

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Extreme levels of failure

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RNGesus and the Rest of the Dice Gods.

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The tears of autistic manchildren.

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Holding hands.

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This is a semi-RP thread in which you can feel free to write stories both short and logn, both comedic and telling, about your characters, that you couldn't tell on /rp/. So basically, whether you want to tell a bulshit, funny story about your character or just a story of an OC from before they came to RP or something like that, this is the right place for it. Just identify and number your posts.


Example: That Time TCC-Tan Got REAAAALLY Fucked Up And Thought Everything Was Donuts Pt. 1

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The steam from a nearby vent seeped into the room, mistily drifting upward and wispily vanishing in the air. There was nothing out of place about it. It was necessary to vent excess heat in certain areas and doing it in peoples' homes made heating a non-issue in the Flotilla. All Quarians knew to avoid such areas in their houses. But that wasn't important. What was important was why the steam was significant.

"Look at that," I said, the end of my cigarette burning a bright orange as I inhaled and blew the smoke out to the left. I pointed at the steam vent, just next to the bed. The girl I had my arm wrapped around sat up, drawing the sheets up to cover herself. I didn't remember her name. Sheira...? Shira? Something like that. "We're hotter than that steam."

She laughed at it. My stupid pillow-talk bullshit. If I'm honest, it wasn't the most attractive laugh, but you can only be so picky when you're pent up. She wasn't bad. She was a nice girl. But she was apparently unaware that I am not. It wasn't hard to tell, but the younger you are, the more desparate you are to see some kind of connection between you and the person you're fucking. Apparently, it's hard for most people not to get attached. "So what now?"

"What do you mean, 'What now'?" I asked, probably looking disinterested or annoyed or something. "I mean... What do we do now?" I gave her this look, this blank stare that apparently said something along the lines of, 'There is no "we".' because she drew back, all offended and angry.

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I kicked in the door and in the three seconds of sight I had before shots were whizzing by me, I ducked down to one knee, lined up the sights on one of four men, three Quarians and a Krogan and squeezed the trigger. Then, without looking to see if I hit, I ducked behind a nearby couch. I knew how long to wait. "Three, two, one." I counted in my head. BOOM. I heard the shot, which was designed to stick to it's target before exploding. But there was something else. "Oh my god, Sari!" one of them called out. And I knew I'd hit my target. He was probably dead. If he wasn't, his ears were ringing, his ass was on the ground and he was probably missing a chunk of himself. Worst of all, though, his blood was probably all over the carpet.

"So are you guys just retarded or what? I mean, you know daddy wants me alive, right?" I called out from behind the couch, for no other real purpose than to piss them off. Angry people make bad decisions. Especially when their buddies are missing guts. "You BITCH!" I heard one of them yell. "Marco!" I say, not expecting them to understand what I'm talking about. It's an earth thing. Like so many other things. "You... I'll kill you!" one of them said, all full of angst. So, I used my amps to generate a biotic grenade. They call them lift grenades. I just focused and it was there in my hand. I threw it off somewhere in the direction that asshole number one had called out from. "Jarel, no!" I heard another call out in a shrill, cowardly voice, as he saw it land. Clearly, I wasn't far off. "AAAAAAAAAAH!!! OH MY... GOD! HELP! HELP ME YOU FUCKNU-" He started screaming as soon as he was floating helplessly in the air, surrounded by biotic energy and I could see him in the air, even from behind the couch. I threw him with biotic energy, pushing out with my hand, visualizing him being thrown and then a window shattered. Ouch. That window lead out some fifty stories above ground. Not a pretty way to go.

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This is a tale of a Lewd Laura with her lewd friend [Elya before she became a doggy], and a spitting image of her boyfriend[Jin].


Was it a dream?

Laura couldn't tell. Her head was so fuzzy, the room was bright, the blankets were over her, but she could feel the lack of clothes as the blankets felt a little more comfortable than they normally were. She rolled over to see her best friend in her bed. A bit alarming but Elya wouldn't do anything to Laura. Not unsavory or otherwise. Maybe it wasn't a dream, but being afraid of waking Elya up Laura snaked her way out from under the blanket to the bathroom. Her legs felt a bit weak. Not so weak to the point of stumbling over herself but weak enough to where she didn't have quite as much zip in her stride. Maybe it wasn't a dream. But the Blank wasn't around to suggest the reality of the situation. After all the Blank was the center of many lewd acts in this scenario that has Laura questioning reality.

She'd enter the bathroom in the master bedroom, but she'd neglect to close the door behind herself. She'd look in the mirror to go about her morning routine which called for a vigorous tooth brushing. However Laura would make a rather startling discovery that would put the argument of reality to bed. Laura would see this mysterious white liquid scattered randomly about on her face. The bulk of it just below her lower lip. She'd even wipe it off to investigate but the stench of it brought a tingling sensation to Laura's lower and she felt filthy enough to bypass teeth brushing for a good three hour shower.

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this thread gave me aids

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People are okay with the pics edition :@

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MB, Woafle, LB, Aside, Sou, Yakui, Mari, & Lunk Died.

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Night 6

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Aizen wins.

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Aizen bashes Porn's head in with a mace.
Aside silently snaps Nishi's neck.
Cow shoots a poisonous blow dart into KunKun's neck, slowly killing him.
Jo spears Jett in his abdomen.
DS attacks Woafle, but LB protects him, killing DS.

Day 1
Aside kills Timon as he tries to escape.

Night 1
Kaz dies from hypothermia.

Day 2
Mulk falls into a frozen lake and drowns.

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What makes you think I didn't already win from day one?

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Tonight you.

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