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This thread truly is to express myself, and really am hoping it isn't turned down, hoping others can express themselves aswell, so we could better understand each other.

From what I've seen, a lot of chans are going through the same thing, so lets hope they get the message too.

So let me express myself. I have learning disabilities that make me very depressed, and make me focus on everything negative, in order to save positivity later on, which never happens. When I don't take my medication, I cry at the simplest things, such as making someone angry by bothering them the slightest. When I rage at someone in my family, there's from time to time, a motivation to hurt them. My hate on love-related subjects is from the fear of depression that it causes, though my worst fear is large waves in the ocean...a story for another time. There are selected topics where I can be trolled very easily, which I'm not sure I want to share, because there are trolls in every community. My stupidity is based on my curiosity, which is one of the most horrible habits I have, though always willing to keep trying to make others happy. I stay with this community because I look at you all as cool people to hang with, back in our days on /b/, which I still do to this day.

Many people I'm guessing will call this thread stupid, but I'm willing to take it. At least I'm expressing myself.

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...And had to put this in two parts.

Thankfully....since that moment of my life, things have turned around. I retook the class I failed and got a C+, removing the F from my transcript. I now have an idea of what I want to do with my life. I still can improve it in many different ways, but one step at a time. For starters, I'm finally getting medications for anxiety disorder, ADD inherited genetically from my father, and I'll probably be starting an antidepressant soon as well. Still, it hurts to think about before, because that mess my life was in was only a year ago.

Now then, to talk about my RP. Most of the people here has been doing this stuff for years. I haven't. I only joined TRRP on a whim after I ended my suicidal thoughts. Of course, even then I was naive, and weak. I was a follower, and as a result, some people tried to take advantage of me. In fact, one person even tried to take advantage in multiple RPs, which sucks. Thankfully, I'm finally learning to forgive people. I've found that Roleplay changes people, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse.

Even though I've been around this community for nearly 10 months now, I still feel like a rookie. I lack the ambition to want to do my own thing. I'd rather just follow everyone else whenever they do their own stuff. It's not the best situation to be in, but it's worked for me. I'm still learning even at this moment how to be a better RPer, and how to be a better friend to you guys. I enjoy your company, and I do hope you enjoy mine as well.

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Rash assumptions. Taking RP WAY too seriously sometimes. Panicking and PMing constantly after fucking up.
These are just some of the things that are probably keeping you away. If not, I do appreciate it, but this is the truth, and a majority of you refuse to admit it.

You see, at first my reason for changing all these bad habits was for you guys. I rarely ever get messages of any sort like I used too. Or communicate at all, board AND chat. That was my goal. My goal was to end all of that by changing my bad habits and having an overall better relationship with everyone here.

It took until recently that I've realized...maybe told in the past...but this time realized, that this is not a motivation that would work. Every time I've put it to work, things just got worse.
Not to say I don't still desire a better relationship with you guys. I pray for the sessions and fun, silly chats. It's just that for this to work, instead of you, I need to focus on doing it for myself.

I COULD make another request here for people to try and get over their fears of confronting me. "GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE!!" or "SOMEONE PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME I TRY SO HARD NOT TO FUCK UP!!" Maybe "POST AT ME COMON GUYS I NEED SESSIONS AND INCLUSION ;A;"
But not this time. This time, I'm going to request for those who won't admit their avoidance, and those still able to put up with my faults, that my motivation is different now. And they don't need to fear me anymore.

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It's been a long time yet again since this thread was last bumped to anything. And with a lot of the stuff I've been dealing with in the last year, I thought it's time I make another little update here. It has a somewhat happy ending, so don't judge too much.

For the last year I've been struggling with depression. It hit hard, it hit fast, and I felt like I was losing my mind. It started with me being depressed about the deaths of my idols. Terry Pratchett passed away in March 2015 and since then I've had a hard time keeping my chin up. It's difficult to explain to people why that affected me the way it did.
By now though most of you probably have an idea of why.
I absolutely adore Discworld. I love Terry's writing. It lifted my spirits and gave me something to look forward to. I found Discworld while I was in high school and if it weren't for those books I'd be a much worse person today than I am. You might not think it, but the goofy pirate who likes to troll people and rages at everything used to be a wanna-be rap star who obsessed over Eminem and other things like that. I spoke in acronyms online, and I treated everyone and everything like they were trying to mosey in on my turf. I had a lot more problems as well but I don't wanna talk about them. The point is, Discworld changed me forever. The writing immediately caught my attention; the books were funny, and filled with creative ideas and it kick-started my imagination. Suddenly, I found myself attracted to an entirely different demographic than I was before. And then I began to notice the little things; every book was satire, a parody of reality. Terry's writing has a way of stripping bare the things we do and think about and then making fun of them. Discworld had sunk right through every wall I had ever built and nestled itself comfortably in my heart.

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And then came David. David was a personal friend of mine that I'd known since middle school. He lived right down the road. But I hadn't talked to him in years; you see David was a troubled child as well. But he had a massive ego and thought he was better than everyone; but at the same time his insecurities were also so easy to see. There was a time I was mean to him just for the sake of it. I'd spent weeks telling him to shut up about his love life, or to stop complaining about everything ever on Facebook. I couldn't look at my monitor without seeing an update from him. So I got mad about it and spammed Sadface by Psychostick at him until I got bored and then I deleted him.

Three months before he died, I tried to reconnect with him. He'd become a drug addict, addicted to Heroin and Meth. I knew then he was on a bad path, and I remember commenting to people "That kid's going to kill himself one of these days." and I said it off-hand behind his back, watching him as he came into Wal Mart once a week to spend what little money he didn't waste on drugs to buy himself food. He was malnourished, he had black teeth, his skin was pale. You could just look at him and tell. I wanted to help him out, and I tried to ask him if he wanted to hang out but all he wanted to do was talk about drugs. So I ignored him and two weeks later he was dead. And I couldn't stop asking myself "What would have happened if I didn't ignore him?" It still bothers me deeply, especially after the officer who responded to the call when they found his body had told me all the gory details of the scene and I couldn't handle that. I still have really really bad mental images in my head. Shortly afterward, I heard that Purim had also killed herself. I didn't know Purim as well as some others but I'd spoken with her on Tiny Chat a couple of times and with all the death on my mind already it just added to the despair. Less than a month later, another personal friend of mine passed away. Bubba was old, he loved football, and he had a bad heart. They say he looked like he fell and couldn't get up, and he had a heart attack and died helplessly in his trailer.

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I tried seeking therapy in August, but it didn't go well. For a few months the lady i was seeing just couldn't help me with anything. I could look her in the eye and tell she was just humoring me for the money, she had no advice she could give me. So she gave me two self help books and demanded I read them.
And I tried. I really did. But the gist of those books only told me that Happiness is a choice. You have to chose to be happy in order to be happy. It was such a condescending concept to me to believe that anyone could simply choose to be happy about stuff so depressing. Why would I 'choose' to be happy when there was so much death?
So I stopped seeing her and I chose to try another approach; I went to a doctor and for several months I was on different antidepressants. But for some reason, most pharmaceutical drugs have negative effects on me. They turned me into a sociopath; rather than being happy, I just didn't care. About anything. Not even consequences of my actions. I had a moment in Wal Mart where I came very close to murdering someone and if I hadn't caught myself I would have really done it.

So for the last year, I've been a mess. I'm still kind of a mess. But I know everything isn't as bleak as it seems. I know that my problems are all in my head. I recently found something that seems to fit the bill for my problems called Rumination; a trait in which people unconsciously let themselves obsess about the past. One bad memory triggers another and so on and so forth. It's much easier to relate to traumatizing events because the emotional impact is incredibly strong. Rumination has been linked to suicidal thoughts and tendencies and can lead people to do or think horrible things and not know why. It's also linked to a personality trait in which people may take responsibility for the well being of others. You can actually fall into a cycle of despair that feels impossible to break away from. And it really fits the bill. I've been reading up on it and it's made me feel better. I feel less like I'm going out of my mind and more like I can come to terms with my problems and get over them. So I'm going to try.

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There's no doubt in my mind that you can get past this.

I'm not sure it's worth much, seeing as we aren't close and I'm not part of this community anymore, but I went through similar things that you are going through now, and I've come out extremely happy, confident, and love myself deeply. So if you ever feel like you want to reach out for any reason, even if it's just to say hi, it'd seriously be my pleasure!

But I'm sure you have an amazing support group both within this community and in your personal life, and I hope you realize that as well! It can be easy to take for granted, especially during times like this.

I'm really sorry for all of your losses. You don't deserve that.

Best wishes and take care.

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I appreciate you saying that. I have good days and bad days.

But, I'm trying to practice thinking positively. So even if you're not part of the RP, I wouldn't mind trying to be friends again. It's never too late to try, right?
You can find me on my Discord chat.

I did list my skype but after thinking about it, with the amount of spammers around I don't want random fuckheads adding me on skype so yeah.

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How Weeaboo are you?

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Thank God I'm introverted.

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I marked out the things that I don't do. Anything untouched are the things I do/have done/am guilty of

16 out of 25
I feel very weaboo.
Although admittedly, some of these things are only true because I've fucking lived in Japan before.

Pocky is really common over there, and I had to learn honorifics to be polite to locals in the neighborhood I lived in. That was before I really cared for anime.
Also my pirate outfit doesn't count as cosplay, so suck my nigger. :D

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Go home plebs, I'm failing my way through this place.

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>tfw weeb
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am I a weeb?

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And now for some bits from The Shepherd's Crown.

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She stepped into the stream, getting as clean as could be. And now, drying herself off and wrapping just her cloak around her washed body, she went back to the cottage, where she gave You an extra meal, stroked her head, and climbed the squeaking staircase to her bedroom, humming an old dirge as she went.

Then Esmerelda Weatherwax brushed out her long gray hair and repinned it into its usual bun with an army of pins, and dressed again, this time choosing her best witch's dress and least-mended pair of drawers. She paused to open the little wooden window to the soft evening air and carefully placed two pennies on the small bedside table, beside her pointy witch's hat festooned with unused hatpins.

The last thing she did before she lay down was to pick up a familiar card she had written on earlier.
And a little later, when the cat jumped up onto the bed, it appeared to You that something strange was happening. She heard an owl hoot, and a fox barked in the darkness.

And there was just the cat, You. All alone.
But if cats could smile, this one did.

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It was a strange night; the owls hooted almost nonstop, and the wind outside for some reason made the wicks of the candles inside wobble with a vengeance and then blow out; but Granny Weatherwax was dressed in her best and ready for anything.

And now in the deep warm darkness, as dawn began to stealthily steal the night, her soul had a visitor, an individual with a scythe- a scythe with a blade so shadow-thin that it could separate a soul from a body.
Then the darkness spoke.

"I know it is you, Mr. Death. After all, we witches always knows what's coming," said Granny, looking down at her body on the bed.

Her visitor was no stranger, and the land she knew she was going to was a land she had helped many others to step through to over the years. For a witch stands on the very edge of everything between the light and the dark, between life and death, making choices, making decisions so that others may pretend no decisions have even been needed. Sometimes they need to help some poor soul through the final hours, help them to find the door, not to get lost in the dark.
And Granny Weatherwax had been a witch for a long, long time.

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In the early morning light, in a village pond near Slice, bubbles came to the surface, followed by Miss Tick, witchfinder. There was no one there to observe this remarkable occurrence, apart from her mule, Joseph, grazing steadily on the riverbank. Of course, she told herself sadly as she picked up her towel, they all leave me alone these days.

Sh sighed. It was such a shame when old customs disappeared. A good witch-ducking was something she had liked doing in the bad old days-- she had even trained for it. All those swimming lessons, and practice with knots at the Quirm College for Young Ladies. She had been able to defeat the mobs under water if necessary. Or at least work at breaking her own record for untying the simple knots they all thought worked on the nasty witch.

Now, a bit of pond-dipping had become more like a hobby, and she had a nasty feeling that others were copying her after she passed through their villages. She'd even heard talk of a swimming club being started in one small hamlet over by Hma-on-Rye.^

^(A popular idea among the young lads, since they felt that everyone-and "everyone" definitely included the young ladies-should swim without their clothes.)

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Miss Tick picked up her towel to dry herself off and went back to her small caravan, gave Joseph his breakfast nose bag, and put the kettle on. She settled down under the trees to have her snack-bread and dripping, a thank-you the day before from a farmer's wife for an afternoon's knowledge of reading. Miss Tick had smiled as she left because the eyes of the rather elderly woman had been sparkling-- "Now," she had said, "I can see what's in those letters Alfred gets, especially the ones that smell of lavender." Miss Tick wondered if it might be a good idea to get moving soon. Before Alfred got another letter anyway.

Her stomach filled, ready for the day ahead, she sensed an uneasiness in the air, so there was nothing for it but to make a shamble.

A shamble is a witch's aid to inner concentration and always has to be made right there and then, when needed, to catch the moment. It could be made of pretty much anything, but had to include something alive. An egg would do, though most witches prefer to save the egg for dinner, in case it exploded on them. Miss Tick dug in her pockets. A woodlouse, a dirty handkerchief, an old sock, an ancient horse chestnut, a stone with a hole in it, and a Toadstool that Miss Tick couldn't quite identify and so couldn't risk eating. She expertly strung them all together with a bit of string and a spare length of knicker elastic.

Then she pulled8 at the threads. But there was* something wrong. With a twang that reverberated around the clearing, the tangle of objects threw itself into the air and spun, twisting and turning.

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Just across the woods from Granny Weatherwax's cottage, Nanny Ogg nearly dropped a flagon of her best homemade cider on her cat, Greebo. She kept her flagons of cider in the shady spring by her cottage. The tomcat considered a growl, but after one look at his mistress he tried to be a good boy, for the normally cheerful face of Nanny Ogg was like thunder this morning.
And he heard her mutter, "It should have been me."

In Genua, on a royal visit with her husband Verence, Queen Magrat of Lancre, former witch, discovered that even though she might think she had retired from magic, magic had not retired from her. She shuddered as the shock wave was carried across the world like a tsunami, an intimation that things were going to be... otherwise.

In Boffo's Novelty and Joke Emporium in Ankh-Morpork, all the whoopee cushions trumpeted in a doleful harmony; while over in Quirm, Agness Nitt, both witch and singer, woke with a sinking feeling known to many that she might have made a fool of herself at the previous evening's first-night party.^ It certainly still seemed to be going on behind her eyeballs. Then she suddenly heard her inner Perdita wail...

^(Though Agnes does have the very handy excuse that if she behaves badly, it might not be Anges doing the Devil-Among-The-Pictsies dance on the table, but her other personality, Perdita, who is much more outgoing and, incidentally, a lot thinner.)

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Over in the great city of Ankh-Morpork, at Unseen University, Ponder Stibbons had just finished a lengthy breakfast when he entered the basement of the High Energy Magic Building. He stopped and gaped in amazement. In front of him, Hex was calculating at a speed that Ponder had never seen before. And he hadn't even entered a question yet! Or pulled the Great Big Lever. The ant tubes that the ants crawled through to make their calculations were blurred with their motion. Was that.... was that an ant crash by the cogwheel?

Ponder tapped a question into Hex: What do you know that I don't? Please, Hex.
There was a scuffling in the anthills and the answer spat out: Practically everything.

Ponder rephrased his question more carefully with the requisite number of IF and BEFORE clauses. It was wordy and complicated, a huge ask for a wizard with only one meal in him, and no one else would have understood what Ponder even meant, but after a big hiccup of ants, Hex shot out: We are dealing with the death of Granny Weatherwax.
And then Ponder went to see the Archchancellor, Mustrum Ridcully, who would definitely want to hear this news....

In the Oblong Office of the Patrician of Ankh-Morpork, Lord Vetinari watched as his Times crossword filled itself in....

High above the Ramtops, in the monastery of Oi Dong, the Abbot of the History Monks licked his mystic pencil and made a note of it....

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So I graduated and I'm starting a whole new chapter in my life. And I'm cleaning some files stored on University computers, because in a few weeks they'll wipe everything, so I'll throw it on a hard drive. And there's a lot buried here. There are files submitted to courses that span over four years, images saved of funny times between friends, and most of all, tons and tons of images of characters, ranging from frame by frame screencaps painstakingly made from my favorite shows, original characters, or things collected from pixiv to support my grandiose ideas of characters and their stories that I fell in love with. And I only rarely looked at them, knowing that they always remind me of this place. I've not posted here in, Jesus, it's been years. Three years? I don't know. And I have zero intention of ever returning, this much I know. And I'm assuming most of you all know, as well. Or, at least, have made your educated guesses. (Sorry, Bunz. I know I said Yurippe would be an exception to break Lupul's worldview, but it, of course, fit his expectations.)

Let me also say that I have no idea why I'm making this post. I had no intention to, but when I read chat logs, a lot of feelings came rushing back. And I'll also say that I don't think this post will be met with anything but ridicule. I felt extremely hated, and judging by how stories were told about old members of this community, I can only imagine there are so many about me. A lot of stories I blocked out of my mind because they hurt so much. Because it really does hurt to think about this place sometimes. I never really felt welcome here, not as Silver, not as Yurippe, not when I thought I might have made one friend here. And that makes me really sad to think that I spent so much time here, feeling worthless.

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Hey it's... you...

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I can't believe I missed out on this while at basic...

I may be too late, but here's hoping you take a look at this someday man. (And remember me, of course!)

We go way back, huh? All the way back to the old days of TR... Me and Ken always wonder if we're what killed it, you know. I mean it doesn't look like it right off maybe, but us joining seemed to spark the downward spiral that eventually caused the collapse. I half think it was our stupid decision of being soul reapers of all things...

Anyways, just wanted to make sure you knew I never hated you. Hell, I barely ever hate anyone. It's a really strong word in my opinion, and only one single person is on that list. In fact, I should probably apologize to you for some of the shit I did in the past. I was a dumb kid, that's really all I can say.

Hell, I remember the good times way more than the bad anyways, and I was around for a lot of both. Remember when we played minecraft way back in the day? We even talked on skype! I remember Blue having a fun accent, but I can't remember if you did too, or if that was just Jamen... Damn, Herocraft was a really shitty server too. I still talk with a few of Tobi's friends I met there, believe it or not.

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Bunz!!! I do miss you as well, you were always one of the people here I felt closest to. I really enjoyed our sessions, you were always fun to roleplay with. I hope you kept writing and kept that dream alive, you always had so much potential there.

Coming back is not something on my radar. The only thing I would do it for would be to post again, but there isn't a terribly high drive to do so again, the costs of returning don't outweigh that one desire, and most of all I wouldn't have the time anyways (it really is quite time consuming and you need to be extremely flexible). There isn't a place quite like this one for posting, though. Not that I've found, anyways. I hope the community here realizes just how special and wonderful this board is.

I still frequently think when I watch something on how fun it would post as a certain character. How fun it would be to have someone interact with some other similar (or different) character from a different Universe, how I'd go about their desires and how they might develop, some fun ideas for original characters... At first, I really resented that feeling, trying to erase this place from my mind, but now I hope those thoughts never leave.

Thank you for the best wishes, Bunz. I wish the same to you! I'll always consider you an amazing friend. Ahahahaha, perhaps Yurippe had to leave, but maybe there's something she left that never quite leaves. (I watch too much anime.)

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Hey Science Team!! Hope all is well over here on this board. My reply to Alex will cover a lot of the old /tr/ocket stuff, if you'd like to look there as well.

Varnock!!! I saw your post and had to drop everything I was doing to reply to it. Thinking back to those days made me burst out laughing, actually. They were fun, silly days.

Of course I remember you!! Those days were fun, everyone always reporting in to whatever thread. I remember all our IRC shenanigans. Tobi's logs! Gengar! Do you remember Giselle??? Giovanni!! Doctor Wily!! Ahahahaha, how about DIAMOND SILVER!! Oh man, I still think screencaps of those circulate /tr/, it was so cringe. (In my defense I just wanted to get rid of that whole plot somehow, but it doesn't change that it was the stupidest thing I've ever roleplayed.) Silver's Bizarro Adventure: Diamond is Unbreakable. I'm laughing so hard just at the memory.

I don't think you guys killed it, the entire thing was just doomed from the start, it's just the nature of the way the whole thing was. But that's okay, it was a very fun ride. And I wouldn't beat yourself up over anything, I remember you and Kenpachi very fondly. We joked that their posting was bad, but it was just part of the fun, they never minded it and it was all a part of the 4chan chaos.

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Every time you pull one of these disappearing acts, you come back a different person. Or so it seems, anyway. Usually a little happier/more stable each time, so hey, guess it isn't all bad. This makes time 3 or 4?

The rest of the old crew still think about you from time to time, you may be surprised to know. It has certainly been a hell of a ride from points A to B, and has yet to truly stop despite slowing. Only reason I'm crawling out of the wood work here is because it's you, in fact. Good to hear you finally have your legs underneath you in some capacity. The last time we spoke you were pretty eager to unload a lot of negativity onto me, so I was curious what ended up to become of you and if you'd ever show up anywhere again. I have a pretty good memory so I remember all of it, not sure if you do. Weird note to leave on regardless


All of you lot need to stop cringing about the olden days. It was fun and that's ultimately what matters. Learn from the hindsight, but don't let it ruin good memories. Goes for everyone affiliated. IRL killed TR more than what anyone chose to play. Some bad plot decisions didn't help, but it definitely wasn't you guys that drove in the nails.

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Holt!!! Oh my god hi!!! Sorry I caught this late, I don't exactly check this frequently. It's so nice to hear from you!!! How are you??? How is everything??? I remember when you joined, actually, you just started posting one day and there you were! Looking back it was impressive, since the whole thing was fast paced and such. Glad to see you're doing well!!

Thank you so much for the kind words!! I don't remember our last interaction, sorry about that. Both for my memory and that negativity. Of course, with the /tr/ocket crew, it's never a last interaction, is it? It's funny to hear that this is my 3rd or 4th time pulling a "disappearing act". I do that often, don't I? It think it fits well with the watering hole theme that Jett had mentioned. And I'm glad that each time I return, you see improvement!! I think previous times I would be quick to say "This is the last time! I fixed it now, all's good! These are my new values and they're the right values!", but now, I think the most important development is that it's okay for me to always continue growing, and as such leaving and coming back with improvement is not a bad thing in the slightest. I take pride in the fact that this version of me isn't complete and that there's a lot of room to grow, as long as I don't stop trying. The irony is that this mentality has potential to remove prospects of pulling these sorts of disappearing acts altogether, so by thinking "Actually, it's okay to leave", it might actually remove any necessity for leaving. So perhaps not much has actually changed? Ahahahahahaha~

You mentioned "the rest of the old crew"... How is the old crew still holding up? Is it holding up at all...? You don't still post, do you? How did you hear that I was posting here? I'm confused about that. I think I'd like to stop by /tr/ocket sometime to say hi, if you guys still keep in contact in any way. I was surprised to see people come out of the wood works from there at all, really. You said I'd know where to find you, but I really don't... I wish I did because then I'd feel like some anime character who can just like, find contacts they need, but the most I can do is retrace steps and play around with google and it's easier to just ask, ahahahahaha. In any case, while writing this post, I found a bunch of old stuff from when we used to RP, I'd love to just, I don't know, reminisce with you guys sometime. Or catch up. I definitely miss you guys.

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> but the most I can do is retrace steps

That's all you need to do, the irc is still up at the same old address. I guess it came out a little more obtuse than I hoped, but yeah, same-old-same-old. Simple enough, right? Some of us still hang around there. Zegen, Sci, sometimes-Geng, myself, and a few others lurk there. Alex doesn't usually, but he's on the Skype for this place if memory serves. A narrower cast than it used to be, but you know how it goes. This should also answer your question of how word of you kicking around ended up to spread, someone who does still post mentioned it. As for me, I mostly got out of RP'ing as you noticed.

Kind of makes me feel old, how long ago was it that the board was /tr/ instead of /vp/? Old and nostalgic. There's nothing quite like that, and probably never will be again.

> I remember when you joined, actually, you just started posting one day and there you were!
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I was drunk one night a long while ago.

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This is apparently his aroused face

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Let's see if Aurorachan knows how to logic.

In Ancient Rome, there are five senior Senators in the Roman Senate who are all very intelligent but also politically cunning and greedy. A recent military campaign successfully conquered 10,000 square kilometers of land, and the Roman Emperor expects these Senators to distribute the lands fairly amongst themselves for governing.

The most senior Senator, known as the Consul, is expected to make a proposal on how to divide the lands. All of the five Senators shall vote on how the lands shall be distributed according to the proposal. If more than half of the Senators vote "Yes", then the 10,000 square miles of land shall be distributed as according to the proposal.

To emphasize efficiency in the voting process, the Emperor passes a law in which a Consul who makes an ill proposal during land distribution shall be stripped of power and his Senatorship.

Thus, if the Consul fails to acquire more than half of the votes (himself included), then he will lose support in the Senate, and shall be removed from his voting rights and his Senate seat. The remaining Senators shall vote again, with the next most senior Senator as the new Consul to make the proposal, bound to the same law of the Emperor.

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pay fourth senator more than 1/3 and second man more than 25%
that will make maximum availability for Consul =
less than 1-(.25+(1/3))= less than .416667 of total= 4166.66666666666666666666666 Square miles

Thank you

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actuall, for the second man, anything more than 20% should do.
So now our Consul gets anything less than 1-((1/3)+0.2)*10000= anything less than 4666.66666666666 square miles

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the consul will retain all 10,000 as they vote during session as the greatest fear is disobedience to the empire. if it were not divided evenly as ordered, they would all be stripped of power and protection. as no single body can be equal to the emperor's, the senators agree that each will build a house the one plot.

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as each senator votes, they must vote no either way for any proposal every time. each time, another consul is made and the old one retires with a house to be built later.

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Senator 1: 0
Senator 2: 300
Senator 3: 100
Senator 4: 0
Senator 5(Consul): 9600

And unless this ever gets revisited, I'm not explaining squat :U

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Ah, good, you got something similar to me~

The senators are rational and scheming, intelligent men who can think ahead to how this situation will go if they allow the first few consuls to be retired. If they're made an offer that's better than the next consul in line will give them, they will take it. They won't just sit by like morons and let it get all the way to the 5th consul who would just take everything. Keep in mind as well, that if you don't get a majority vote, you lose both your senate seat and any chances of getting land. You're basically voted out of the system. Also, 50/50 is not enough to win. There must be an odd number of senators to have any chance at all.

Even the third consul is too far, because he's in a position to be super greedy and probably still win.

What we're asking here is what the very first senator to be made consul can propose that will assure him a victory. What's the maximum amount of land he can propose for himself and not be voted down? My logic is as follows:

Let's say you lose. Here's what will happen if each successive Senator becomes the Consul:

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This is the only *chan that I can access through shitty blocked internet, and it looks like it's been dead since 2011.

Is anyone still lurking here? Anyone at all?

In the meantime, I'll enjoy lurking the shitposting from five years ago...

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Dunno if serious poster if not, but in case you are the answer to your questions is that this is a site for a small, if closeknit, group of people.

Most of the boards don't see much activity since they are mostly secondary in nature, most communication is done on Skype and the primary purpose of this site is for roleplaying on the /rp/ board.

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Well considering AuA -hasn't- been dead since 2011, I'm not sure I wanna take this seriously.

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testing tesing

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This chan is from which country?

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The Shivering Isles

also testing

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