...And had to put this in two parts.
Thankfully....since that moment of my life, things have turned around. I retook the class I failed and got a C+, removing the F from my transcript. I now have an idea of what I want to do with my life. I still can improve it in many different ways, but one step at a time. For starters, I'm finally getting medications for anxiety disorder, ADD inherited genetically from my father, and I'll probably be starting an antidepressant soon as well. Still, it hurts to think about before, because that mess my life was in was only a year ago.
Now then, to talk about my RP. Most of the people here has been doing this stuff for years. I haven't. I only joined TRRP on a whim after I ended my suicidal thoughts. Of course, even then I was naive, and weak. I was a follower, and as a result, some people tried to take advantage of me. In fact, one person even tried to take advantage in multiple RPs, which sucks. Thankfully, I'm finally learning to forgive people. I've found that Roleplay changes people, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse.
Even though I've been around this community for nearly 10 months now, I still feel like a rookie. I lack the ambition to want to do my own thing. I'd rather just follow everyone else whenever they do their own stuff. It's not the best situation to be in, but it's worked for me. I'm still learning even at this moment how to be a better RPer, and how to be a better friend to you guys. I enjoy your company, and I do hope you enjoy mine as well.
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