Holt!!! Oh my god hi!!! Sorry I caught this late, I don't exactly check this frequently. It's so nice to hear from you!!! How are you??? How is everything??? I remember when you joined, actually, you just started posting one day and there you were! Looking back it was impressive, since the whole thing was fast paced and such. Glad to see you're doing well!!
Thank you so much for the kind words!! I don't remember our last interaction, sorry about that. Both for my memory and that negativity. Of course, with the /tr/ocket crew, it's never a last interaction, is it? It's funny to hear that this is my 3rd or 4th time pulling a "disappearing act". I do that often, don't I? It think it fits well with the watering hole theme that Jett had mentioned. And I'm glad that each time I return, you see improvement!! I think previous times I would be quick to say "This is the last time! I fixed it now, all's good! These are my new values and they're the right values!", but now, I think the most important development is that it's okay for me to always continue growing, and as such leaving and coming back with improvement is not a bad thing in the slightest. I take pride in the fact that this version of me isn't complete and that there's a lot of room to grow, as long as I don't stop trying. The irony is that this mentality has potential to remove prospects of pulling these sorts of disappearing acts altogether, so by thinking "Actually, it's okay to leave", it might actually remove any necessity for leaving. So perhaps not much has actually changed? Ahahahahahaha~
You mentioned "the rest of the old crew"... How is the old crew still holding up? Is it holding up at all...? You don't still post, do you? How did you hear that I was posting here? I'm confused about that. I think I'd like to stop by /tr/ocket sometime to say hi, if you guys still keep in contact in any way. I was surprised to see people come out of the wood works from there at all, really. You said I'd know where to find you, but I really don't... I wish I did because then I'd feel like some anime character who can just like, find contacts they need, but the most I can do is retrace steps and play around with google and it's easier to just ask, ahahahahaha. In any case, while writing this post, I found a bunch of old stuff from when we used to RP, I'd love to just, I don't know, reminisce with you guys sometime. Or catch up. I definitely miss you guys.