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Lets have a thread in loving memory of the sky queen.

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In fact, I won't lie... this is definitely my sex life.
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You're very brave to admit it, anon.

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This is my favorite fetish, /b/.

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This entire thread gave me cancer.



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I just need to post cats to prove to Mari she is a cat irl.

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Found this somewhere and thought it cute

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Hello.. I would like to make a thread.

In this thread you may post about whatever bothers you. It can be anything at all. Maybe you stubbed your toe this morning. Or maybe you're pissed at the receptionist who laughed at you for stubbing your toe. I do not care. Use any length of detail as you like. This is essentially, just a vent thread. Post anonymously if you're nervous of what people will think of you. Turn your post into an analogy. Turn on all-caps and post a paragraph detailing your hate for the local fishmonger. I do not care.

Now then, what I won't tolerate is harassment, which may come as obvious. So please do not let me see any of that. This is not for calling other people out, but as a place to get things off your chest you feel you can't say to others. Everyone needs to rant sometime.

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My body seems to hate me. I keep having sleeping problems despite various attempts at fixing it, and anything that isn't meat or fruits/veggies seems to upset my system. I have seem to inherited my mom's chronic migraines, which when combined with my sleeping problems makes it feel like little men are pounding my head with iron hammers 24/7.
...Of course, I try my best to endure it all and keep on trucking, but it does get pretty frustrating at times.

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Let me rant about sports.

The Saints won ugly and a win is always a win. I get that. Here's what I don't get: WHY THE FUCK IS SEAN PAYTON STILL FORCING THIS PIECE OF SHIT THE BALL?!

Seriously, fuck Mark Ingram. It took me this game to realize he was a school system babby in Alabama running behind a god tier offensive line. This fuck has no vision to find seams needed to break yardage, no balance, meaning he stumbles under his own feet before he reaches the LOS, he has no burst so he's slow as fuck, and no elusivness. All he knows how to do is "pound it up the middle" which he can't do as well, since he got stood up by a DB on a 4th and Goal play. This guy is a drive killer, and I hope they bench his busting ass. Fuck you Mark Ingram, you let me down. You made me regret having your jersey. You're a piece of shit and it's a travesty that Pierre Thomas and Darren Sproles EVEN KHIRY FUCKING ROBINSON are getting less touches than you. Get the fuck off my Saints team.

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So I had an anxiety attack the other day. It was the first one I've had in about a year, I think. One of those ones that kinda lingers all day. It was so bad I had to skip class. They're the fucking worst thing in the world. Just an absolute feeling of despair, the painful knot in your stomach, how you keep trying to tell yourself things will be okay but your brain just says NO. And sometimes it's the smallest things that just set it off. I mean, I was feeling a bit stressed, but there was a certain straw that broke the camel's back and just broke me down. Between this and my autism, sometimes I just wonder why my brain can't be fucking normal.

I just wanna be a fucking normal, happy person with friends and shit. Is that too much to ask, God?

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Might as well bump this thread because I'm a walking factory of sadness and pathetic misery.

I thought I got rid of it by getting in college and actually doing something with my life, I thought it would leave. Turns out it's been dormant for a while and left untreated. I'm talking of course about this insecurity that I've had since middle school hell even kindergarten if I really wanna go back, the insecurity that makes me "the attention whore", the insecurity that has repeatedly sparked suicidal thoughts in my head time after time, yes. That one. The one that turns me into a hostile douche to my friends making me believe they aren't my friends. I thought I got rid of it, but it's still here. I don't know what to do, I really am out of options at this point aside from paying money to see a fucking shrink/therapist that won't actually help me but probably just put me on crazy pills. Every morning I wake up, I look in the mirror and I get confused as to who I'm looking at. I've changed so many times just for the sake of someone giving me a shard of respect that I can't seem to dig down to my actual core to know who I really am as a person. I didn't finish my midterm in time, so I already have the feeling that I'm really an overachieving failure. On top of everything I really must not care about my health if I haven't gotten insurance yet. There's a lot of shit that's built up. From the divorce my mother and father had, to how much of nothing I've contributed here. I can't really talk to anyone about this shit because then I ramble like I'm doing here and I'm figuratively put on mute. I've got issues. Way too many issues. I'm really considering giving up and just spending money. Put myself on pills, why not? What's the worst that could happen. At least I'll make more sense than right now which is no sense at all speaking from emotion. To those I've bugged in IRC, PM, MSN, Skype even... I'm sorry. I'll keep my whiny mouth shut so you don't have to deal with me. I just wanted to talk to someone so the feeling of loneliness wouldn't devour me again.

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You lose so much progress when working out when you go on vacation. I can feel my gainz disappear right now because I haven't been able to lift. I've lost too much progress and it'll only get worse.



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Top 5 weirdest animals

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DK0GhCSrgTQ

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>>44669
Interesting and informative!



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BODYSOOTS.

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Yes, Bodysoots

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The tail thread and waifu threads became forever, but this was neglected? Shame on you, guys.

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I'm open for commissions ... this is my commissions Prices

for more , contact :

Skype : NSFW-Dealer
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here is my personal Gallery in case you want a better look :
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If this is a legit thread, it'd be better put on our /ic/ board. But I'll leave it alone for now since more people look at /b/ anyway.



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This thread truly is to express myself, and really am hoping it isn't turned down, hoping others can express themselves aswell, so we could better understand each other.

From what I've seen, a lot of chans are going through the same thing, so lets hope they get the message too.

So let me express myself. I have learning disabilities that make me very depressed, and make me focus on everything negative, in order to save positivity later on, which never happens. When I don't take my medication, I cry at the simplest things, such as making someone angry by bothering them the slightest. When I rage at someone in my family, there's from time to time, a motivation to hurt them. My hate on love-related subjects is from the fear of depression that it causes, though my worst fear is large waves in the ocean...a story for another time. There are selected topics where I can be trolled very easily, which I'm not sure I want to share, because there are trolls in every community. My stupidity is based on my curiosity, which is one of the most horrible habits I have, though always willing to keep trying to make others happy. I stay with this community because I look at you all as cool people to hang with, back in our days on /b/, which I still do to this day.

Many people I'm guessing will call this thread stupid, but I'm willing to take it. At least I'm expressing myself.

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...And had to put this in two parts.

Thankfully....since that moment of my life, things have turned around. I retook the class I failed and got a C+, removing the F from my transcript. I now have an idea of what I want to do with my life. I still can improve it in many different ways, but one step at a time. For starters, I'm finally getting medications for anxiety disorder, ADD inherited genetically from my father, and I'll probably be starting an antidepressant soon as well. Still, it hurts to think about before, because that mess my life was in was only a year ago.

Now then, to talk about my RP. Most of the people here has been doing this stuff for years. I haven't. I only joined TRRP on a whim after I ended my suicidal thoughts. Of course, even then I was naive, and weak. I was a follower, and as a result, some people tried to take advantage of me. In fact, one person even tried to take advantage in multiple RPs, which sucks. Thankfully, I'm finally learning to forgive people. I've found that Roleplay changes people, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse.

Even though I've been around this community for nearly 10 months now, I still feel like a rookie. I lack the ambition to want to do my own thing. I'd rather just follow everyone else whenever they do their own stuff. It's not the best situation to be in, but it's worked for me. I'm still learning even at this moment how to be a better RPer, and how to be a better friend to you guys. I enjoy your company, and I do hope you enjoy mine as well.

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Rash assumptions. Taking RP WAY too seriously sometimes. Panicking and PMing constantly after fucking up.
These are just some of the things that are probably keeping you away. If not, I do appreciate it, but this is the truth, and a majority of you refuse to admit it.

You see, at first my reason for changing all these bad habits was for you guys. I rarely ever get messages of any sort like I used too. Or communicate at all, board AND chat. That was my goal. My goal was to end all of that by changing my bad habits and having an overall better relationship with everyone here.

It took until recently that I've realized...maybe told in the past...but this time realized, that this is not a motivation that would work. Every time I've put it to work, things just got worse.
Not to say I don't still desire a better relationship with you guys. I pray for the sessions and fun, silly chats. It's just that for this to work, instead of you, I need to focus on doing it for myself.

I COULD make another request here for people to try and get over their fears of confronting me. "GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE!!" or "SOMEONE PLEASE PAY ATTENTION TO ME I TRY SO HARD NOT TO FUCK UP!!" Maybe "POST AT ME COMON GUYS I NEED SESSIONS AND INCLUSION ;A;"
But not this time. This time, I'm going to request for those who won't admit their avoidance, and those still able to put up with my faults, that my motivation is different now. And they don't need to fear me anymore.

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It's been a long time yet again since this thread was last bumped to anything. And with a lot of the stuff I've been dealing with in the last year, I thought it's time I make another little update here. It has a somewhat happy ending, so don't judge too much.

For the last year I've been struggling with depression. It hit hard, it hit fast, and I felt like I was losing my mind. It started with me being depressed about the deaths of my idols. Terry Pratchett passed away in March 2015 and since then I've had a hard time keeping my chin up. It's difficult to explain to people why that affected me the way it did.
By now though most of you probably have an idea of why.
I absolutely adore Discworld. I love Terry's writing. It lifted my spirits and gave me something to look forward to. I found Discworld while I was in high school and if it weren't for those books I'd be a much worse person today than I am. You might not think it, but the goofy pirate who likes to troll people and rages at everything used to be a wanna-be rap star who obsessed over Eminem and other things like that. I spoke in acronyms online, and I treated everyone and everything like they were trying to mosey in on my turf. I had a lot more problems as well but I don't wanna talk about them. The point is, Discworld changed me forever. The writing immediately caught my attention; the books were funny, and filled with creative ideas and it kick-started my imagination. Suddenly, I found myself attracted to an entirely different demographic than I was before. And then I began to notice the little things; every book was satire, a parody of reality. Terry's writing has a way of stripping bare the things we do and think about and then making fun of them. Discworld had sunk right through every wall I had ever built and nestled itself comfortably in my heart.

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And then came David. David was a personal friend of mine that I'd known since middle school. He lived right down the road. But I hadn't talked to him in years; you see David was a troubled child as well. But he had a massive ego and thought he was better than everyone; but at the same time his insecurities were also so easy to see. There was a time I was mean to him just for the sake of it. I'd spent weeks telling him to shut up about his love life, or to stop complaining about everything ever on Facebook. I couldn't look at my monitor without seeing an update from him. So I got mad about it and spammed Sadface by Psychostick at him until I got bored and then I deleted him.

Three months before he died, I tried to reconnect with him. He'd become a drug addict, addicted to Heroin and Meth. I knew then he was on a bad path, and I remember commenting to people "That kid's going to kill himself one of these days." and I said it off-hand behind his back, watching him as he came into Wal Mart once a week to spend what little money he didn't waste on drugs to buy himself food. He was malnourished, he had black teeth, his skin was pale. You could just look at him and tell. I wanted to help him out, and I tried to ask him if he wanted to hang out but all he wanted to do was talk about drugs. So I ignored him and two weeks later he was dead. And I couldn't stop asking myself "What would have happened if I didn't ignore him?" It still bothers me deeply, especially after the officer who responded to the call when they found his body had told me all the gory details of the scene and I couldn't handle that. I still have really really bad mental images in my head. Shortly afterward, I heard that Purim had also killed herself. I didn't know Purim as well as some others but I'd spoken with her on Tiny Chat a couple of times and with all the death on my mind already it just added to the despair. Less than a month later, another personal friend of mine passed away. Bubba was old, he loved football, and he had a bad heart. They say he looked like he fell and couldn't get up, and he had a heart attack and died helplessly in his trailer.

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I tried seeking therapy in August, but it didn't go well. For a few months the lady i was seeing just couldn't help me with anything. I could look her in the eye and tell she was just humoring me for the money, she had no advice she could give me. So she gave me two self help books and demanded I read them.
And I tried. I really did. But the gist of those books only told me that Happiness is a choice. You have to chose to be happy in order to be happy. It was such a condescending concept to me to believe that anyone could simply choose to be happy about stuff so depressing. Why would I 'choose' to be happy when there was so much death?
So I stopped seeing her and I chose to try another approach; I went to a doctor and for several months I was on different antidepressants. But for some reason, most pharmaceutical drugs have negative effects on me. They turned me into a sociopath; rather than being happy, I just didn't care. About anything. Not even consequences of my actions. I had a moment in Wal Mart where I came very close to murdering someone and if I hadn't caught myself I would have really done it.

So for the last year, I've been a mess. I'm still kind of a mess. But I know everything isn't as bleak as it seems. I know that my problems are all in my head. I recently found something that seems to fit the bill for my problems called Rumination; a trait in which people unconsciously let themselves obsess about the past. One bad memory triggers another and so on and so forth. It's much easier to relate to traumatizing events because the emotional impact is incredibly strong. Rumination has been linked to suicidal thoughts and tendencies and can lead people to do or think horrible things and not know why. It's also linked to a personality trait in which people may take responsibility for the well being of others. You can actually fall into a cycle of despair that feels impossible to break away from. And it really fits the bill. I've been reading up on it and it's made me feel better. I feel less like I'm going out of my mind and more like I can come to terms with my problems and get over them. So I'm going to try.

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There's no doubt in my mind that you can get past this.

I'm not sure it's worth much, seeing as we aren't close and I'm not part of this community anymore, but I went through similar things that you are going through now, and I've come out extremely happy, confident, and love myself deeply. So if you ever feel like you want to reach out for any reason, even if it's just to say hi, it'd seriously be my pleasure!

But I'm sure you have an amazing support group both within this community and in your personal life, and I hope you realize that as well! It can be easy to take for granted, especially during times like this.

I'm really sorry for all of your losses. You don't deserve that.

Best wishes and take care.

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I appreciate you saying that. I have good days and bad days.

But, I'm trying to practice thinking positively. So even if you're not part of the RP, I wouldn't mind trying to be friends again. It's never too late to try, right?
You can find me on my Discord chat.
https://discord.gg/0yU1OaGEh7QgCPNu

I did list my skype but after thinking about it, with the amount of spammers around I don't want random fuckheads adding me on skype so yeah.

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